Shadow work

When we love someone our shadows appear

It gets clear

We think: but will he/she love me if he/she knows about my shadows?

Self hate can be strong and therefore some people tend to withdraw.

This is the reason love can be hard.

When you love you see yourself with the loved ones eyes and you can feel miserable

You do not feel worthy of the love

You feel guilt and shame

It can become so disgusting you pull away.

The self hate can make people withdraw from love.

Feeling unworthy of that kind of love.

People hate love

People begin to hate love when failed love interests has occured. Almost everybody wants to love but it is harder to achieve love for some people

When we love our shadows appear and we feel bad about ourselves

The key is to do the shadow work

LSD

Jag får ingen effekt på LSD. Dom har bannat mig i andevärlden

Love is freedom

When you love you feel freedom

People do not like that

They get jealous

They hate someone who feels a lot of love

They wanna ruin loving people

They hate that

Self hate

Self hate is not good for you

Self hate is destructive

Sweedes tends to judge very hard

If you are poor you get slandered

Alex Schulman is full of self hatred.

He need to calm the fuck down.

That movie is outdated regarding where we stand today.

It is irrelevant. Not important.

Shadow work

Shadow work is awful. Seeing oneself in a bad light. When we love someone our shadows appears. The selfhate can lead to withdrawal.

Party

People thought I had wild parties cause of the music and….

the artists who RAPED me

The only artist I fucked is…. Jamkid

Hilma af Klint

In this painting Hilma af Klint makes it clear the heart chakra, Anahata, 4 is lord

By falling in love you can open 4

This

This happened to me 9 years ago

I fell in love and had a Kundalini awakening

His fire was on and my fire got on

But I got manic and diagnosed with bipolar